another day over.

Another day over in waiting and working. My wish of getting rid of my emotions and feelings is coming true everyday. How? well torture yourself emotionally and once you have a emotional breakdown you would be more emotionally stable next time. Just the way we work out and exercise as long as our muscles are torn which again regenerate and new and stronger muscles are formed. Well life works same way.

Its always better to be sad and maintain your sadness and then later become a cold person then to have stupid emotional state of mind and mood swings. Life would had been a lot better if we were just like animals. But since its not that way, I would have to figure out something to make my life easier.
will right again tomorrow, till then good night...